Another early morning, i am up shortly after a sunless
dawn. The alarm goes off, i groan in protest for i know the
next few hours will me the most unpleasent i will have
expeirenced for the rest of the week. Then a warm soothing touch enwraps my waist. She is there to calm the nerves and relax
the mind, and soon i open my eyes to the slightly foggy windows,
rain pooring down, and the cracky strange conversations of the morning news men on the radio as i drive back home.

An old faded red truck, bench seat and a crapy heater. I hold loosly to the base of the stearing wheel as i drive, thinking about past events and the up and coming ones. I cant stop yawning and down my coffee, it helps a little. The rain is beating down on the windows and filling the road ways with puddles that i crash and run right threw. Cascading a wave of cold, dirty water. And leaving in my wake nothing but memories and dirt.

Birthdays come and gone and soon a scaryfest of horror, she will enjoy that weekend greatly and i will enjoy the look of excitement and thrill on her face. I am content now, silent and still in the face of uncertainty, i dont know what is to come for me. were will i go ? what will i do ? i havent the slightest clue, and tho this frightens me a great deal i find myself welcomeing the thoughts and challenges, my last year as a teen and i grow more excited and eager with every day that comes and goes. I learn something new, i meet someone different and i realise the things that mean the most are trully the things i would give anything and everything for, with every day and chance i get to be closer to them.

Thank You to those who wished me Birthday Wishes ~